Editorial - Inside of Me

Hey there,
This is my first real post. This blog will work for me as a kind of "escape valve" to unload all of my feelings and thoughts and to help me remember afterwards how I felt in a specific period of my lifetime.

    So, first of all I would like to make it clear by telling you why I prefer to write this blog all in English. Reason number one: it will be more difficult for strange people who are not close to me to find out about my world and understand my words. Reason number two: I like writing in English because this way I can feel better about myself as a "Walter" that I really would like to be... this only means that I would like to have been born in different situation. More specifically, I would like to have been born in a different culture, with a better economic situation and a good place, rather like Canada, so I can explore who I really am and to bring out the feelings of my heart with no fear of being judged. I feel this way because where I live, people like me are still treated as criminals in a court, acting as bank defendants.
    People who are closer to me already know about my wishes and fears, and they must be sick of my emotional conflicts. So here it is a better place to write about all of this mush and I don’t have to worry about keeping anything inside of me. Should I call this freedom, or just a state of self-sufficiency? I don't know. I still need people’s approval of my opinions so I can expect not to be completely alone in this boat. I think that's enough for the first step of this path...
It's getting late and I should sleep because as a high school student I have to get up very early in the morning. That's my dull routine and I have to put up with that. I'll be back tomorrow probably with fresh mush stuff...

See you soon fellows!
Walter Vasoncelos